Slow and Steady

Why is it so hard to remember what the next step is?  Why can’t I seem to do it?  I’m working so hard to do the basic things everyday.  If I could remember what comes next, it would be so easy.  I know how to do these basic things, but can’t order them in my mind.  This is a tricky skill to have; how does one acquire it?  The day when I can complete these things on my own will be so satisfying.  Days when others do these things for me, are days when I feel helpless.  Feeling helpless is a negative feeling.  I want to do for myself.  A little extra time is worth how good it feels to be independent.  Feels good to do it on my own.  Help me slow down to do good investigative work.  A good detective slows down to find all the clues.  These clues will help me know what the next step is.  Slowing down is a challenge for both me and my coaches.  Really, slowing down does help.  The days when Sonia doesn’t do for me are the best days, even if I get frustrated.  Days when I work damn hard to do for myself are the best days!

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